blurry memory of a wished future

A few days ago, I wrote down the following words in a kind of a short-story:
"For a long week, her smile is only in my mind... A blurry memory of a wished future..."

I don´t know, why I like this expression so much, because it sounds a little bit ridiculous. Nobody can remember something, that will happen in the future. But if you believe sometimes in this things, you want really become true and you dream about it and think about it all the time, it can give you the feeling, that it already became true. You are remembering things, which are not true, but due to your strong belief, your memory is getting a mixture of your fantasy and real experiences happened to you.

You know this feeling?

posted by Chris @ 12:22 AM